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Life’s Card Game

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This blog is somewhat a mix of thoughts, moans, and somewhere in between, there is a mix of aspirations deep at its core beyond these ramblings.

I often find myself wondering what life would be like if things were different, maybe I’d be in better places, or even have a better experience.
Who knows, right? Perhaps we are all dealt different cards in life to mix it up a bit, after all, not all of us can be in the same field of interest, and nor can we be the same as one another because that would make life a complete drag. But, I guess the critical thing here is that we are not all alike, and in the end, we will all excel in some way, and that’s even if life doesn’t go the way you envisioned it.

My goals in life are simple, find something you like and stick to it. Even though in hindsight, I should have stopped myself after the third hobby because trying to remember everything these days is becoming a task in itself.

When I was about sixteen, I would think of things that I wanted to do after the school years came to an end. Obviously, you grow up with an idea of what you want to do in earlier years, but that is through the eyes of pre-adolescent imagination. At this point, all they know about is Santa Claus, The Easter Bunny, and The Tooth Fairy. It isn’t focused on how they are going to make a difference to this world. And I am no exception from this. As I grew up, my life was focused a lot on computer technology, and in some ways shaped who I am. I use technology every day, and it makes everything more accessible, it’s like that central point that glues it all together.

I’ve dabbled into many things authoring, programming, web design, computer repair, podcasting, music production, and even making YouTube videos. And in their own little ways, they have all given me somewhat of a success. Which seems backwards considering my background. I was a school drop out at fifteen and a half with a list of failed GCSE’s, minus the French A star that I got without attending the exam, and neither knowing more than old Del Boy and his backwards Citreon manual. If you don’t get the reference, I would suggest doing a Google Search for “Del Boy Citreon Manual.”

I have also faced many limitations due to birth issues because of Cerebral Palsy being lovingly placed upon me. Not a big deal, but it sure has its moments. People always say that what we lack in physical ability, we then gain in mental capacity. Sometimes I think I am the smartest person going, that is until you are sat there dribbling down your own shirt and not knowing how to count to three. True story, I wish it wasn’t.

But, despite all this, I have been able to lead a tolerable life. It may not be the best, but it certainly isn’t the worst. Even though I wish things were more comfortable, especially for the hobbies that I want people to remember me for in years to come. Life’s success isn’t measured in silly numbers, it is in fact, regulated by the legacy you lead and the morals you teach to others throughout your time on this planet.

One day, it is my dream to make everyone proud of what I have ensured to be my own success, whether that be hobbies, a great partner, or even a faithful family man. But, I know one thing, it will be because of the core values instilled to me by my parents, and in which, even though not said very often, I genuinely thank them for it. I also thank them for believing in me when life kicks me in the crouch and when their help gets me through the clouded moments.

As you can see, this indeed has turned into a ramble, and somewhere in this, you will find comfort or even humour as I fail to get my core message across. Having a learning disability certainly does this to a person, but I fight through it with a few words and a Grammarly subscription that promptly tells me when I have messed up. But, if you missed the point of this, it was simple.

Live life the best you can no matter what cards you are dealt, for its not the cards that are the problem, it’s how you play them.

Stay Humble

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When it comes to life we all go through things that push us to breaking point, and no matter whether you are the nicest person in the world there is a line that you set that people shouldn’t cross. Once people cross that line that’s it, here comes the side of you that you never want people to experience.

Recent months have shown me that no matter what you do there will always be people who want to push you, use you, or to some degree blame you for actions that were not your own to start with. But, remember, if someone wants to bring you down then that is their issue, not yours.

Handling this behaviour is very easy. Stay humble, and no matter what, never let them defeat you because at the end of the day it is their behaviour issues and insecurities preventing them from leading a settled life. You aren’t the issue here, they are! As the classic Oasis song says “Don’t Look Back in Anger.” That is exactly what you need to do. Don’t look back in anger, and stay humble. Things may affect you in the short-term, but look ahead, the future is there. What you are going through right now is just temporary, and believe me when I tell you this, life gets better and everything fixes in the end. Don’t hold grudges or anger against people, it isn’t worth it.

Live your life like there’s no tomorrow. Love your family with every heartbeat. And most of all, stay humble and don’t let your past be a field of anger. We have a limited time on this earth, use it wisely, and make memories that are worth it.

Marc.

 

BIG BEN 3D PUZZLE! (FAMILY FUN)

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Big Ben 3D Puzzle, lots of fun for all the family… It nearly gets thrown out of the WINDOW! Family friendly they say? That was dismissed after the first 10 minutes.

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Faulty iPhone 7 Screen – Unresponsive!

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The iPhone 7 has gone faulty(broken). I believe the screen has gone faulty down one side, and it now had a mind of its own. Things move on their own along with flickering and other minor faults.

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NORAD DUMMY! (Tracking Santa) – YouTube Video

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My sister has decided that she isn’t pronouncing NORAD properly, she still tracks Santa for the younger ones in the family. I wonder what Santa will bring them tomorrow, but for now he will travel on his journey around the world delivering toys to all the other girls and boys.

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Lance Stewart Paranormal Ghost DEBUNKED!

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Controversy heightens as Lance Stewart posts another video about paranormal activity in his apartment. There is definitive proof that these videos are fake and isn’t real life events.

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Half a bottle.

The picture above shows how two clips that got split together and left a bottle on the side in half which after a second regains its shape.

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Second Shadow Line.

Did he use a rope? Yes, he did. Above you will see that his leg has a second shadow which appears to be a line. Again, two videos split together.

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A hole with a hole.

Smashed mirror after using the Ouija in the latest video upload by Lance. Convincing, but look closer.

A hole within a hole and no audible glass dropping, legit right? Wrong! If hit with a closed fist there would not be a middle intrusion and would still have glass remaining within the gap. The closest guess I can make right now is that someone shot something at the glass, this would explain the secondary hole within the gap.

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Surprise Cameraman.

Vlogging himself, who is this creature? A cameraman that has never been mentioned by him before. No Chris and no Adin.

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No running call timer. 

No active call, audio was played from another device. iPhones usually display a name or number if in a call on the lock screen.

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Caller ID Faker website.

After the first call, Lance now claims that he gets a call from +1 (666) 666 6666. He used caller id spoofing websites such as calleridfaker.com.

The problem with these videos aren’t the entrainment value, but it is because Lance is falsely claiming that this is happening, and unfortunately his younger demographic audience believes it.
With all the evidence in hand, you will see that his videos are all for entertainment purposes only and are not of any realism.

Lance Stewart Paranormal Ghost FAKE!

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Lance Stewart is well known for his overreactive videos, and this has gained millions of views from click-baiting many of his videos.
In recent videos, he proclaims that a demon lurks the walls of his apartment. Him & his girlfriend (Lizzy Wurst) said it all started after they recorded a video while playing with an Ouija board at a cemetery.
Even though the entertainment value is there, it failed to fool many people.

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Lance Stewart Ghost Wire Pull.

The video starts out with Lance going to sleep with Lizzy, and as time goes by (only seconds), he gets “dragged” from his bed.

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Lance Stewart Exposed Wire Shines.

It seemed convincing, but look closer you will see the invisible wire shine as it reflects on his backlighting behind the camera. The frame above has been enhanced to show it distinctly.

If you thought this was real, then you were mistaken, at best it for entertainment purposes only, not a real life situation.

Video debunked!

Blocking People out — The Demise

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I think it’s safe to say that we all at times re-evaluate our lives to see what can make things a lot smoother and stress-free. I have been caught between this re-evaluation period for some months now and I can certainly determine without any doubt that it has been a wise experience, Many long term friends that I went to school with have faced the chop and even long standing friends from my childhood have faced the same fate. 

When drastic actions like this are undertook it usually doesn’t affect anyone within a close circle, but mine has needed that push to think who will be there in the long run. I can’t say that it’s been easy, nor can I say that it’s been something I set out to do, but I can say that it has been something I needed to do. I had to do it, I could not allow it to continue on that road, and that is why I had to make a new road for myself even if that meant going at it alone. 

Many people blocked me from social media months ago for choices I made-which is fine-but at times I don’t think anyone grasps the fact that you have to make your own choices and take any risks whether it means you lose people or not. 

You know what my problem is? Being too trusting and caring. People over the years have taken advantage of that on a big scale. Many of those who I have trusted with huge amounts of money and who have now left me high & dry to pick up pieces of my life that were once stable which are now ruining a possible future. I often blame myself for being too kind to people because I know ultimately that it is my fault because I allowed it to happen. I allowed them to have that privilege, but they were only after one thing-by the way this is many people, not just one person. 

Over a course of four years, my life has been on a downhill. Money has dwindled, people have walked away, and my health has diminished. I predicted a lot of my future and it’s beyond crazy. 

In 2009 I predicted that my money situation would start in early 2015 which would foresee me losing any savings or luxury goods. Even though the timing wasn’t correct I did see a loss as of late 2015; close enough.  

As of 2011, I predicted that I would have a heart problem within four years. Which they did in early 2013, but a final diagnosis was made in mid-2016. I was admitted into the hospital the on 17th January 2013 with a heart rate of 154 which they put it down to anxiety. After three years and many tests later, they discovered that my body produced too much adrenaline, and this was their final conclusion as they found no other defects with my heart or health. 

Late 2013 I also predicted my massive weight gain-but I’m not sure whether this was a lucky guess or life changes. Either way, whatever it was I gained fifty-four pounds within two years. 

With all this said, has my life just dealt me a bad hand or was my life determined to head in this direction? Or could it be possible that I foresee my own future? Crazy as it may seem it might be true and no one will ever know if my predictions were true. 

There’s a little brain teaser for you to mule over. 

YouTube Dislike Button — Exposed 

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As a content creator for YouTube we all strive for positive feedback, but at times you find that this isn’t always the case. Negativity thrives within the YouTube platform, it’s plagued with people who want to put you down and cast aspersions on you as a content creator.
If we look at the history of this problem it becomes clear that these people who want to spread negativity are going away from commenting their thoughts to hitting the dislike button to show their disgust. Where those who do this think it has an impact on you, but the real reality is, it helps you rather than hinders you.

Just like a search engine, all videos are graded by an SEO score, or in other words, the video is ranked by its content (title, description, and meta tags.) The score is usually generated by normal scoring methods at the time of upload, but later on, as the video grows it will decide a new rank based on an interaction rate.
The interaction rate is determined by four major factors: likes, dislikes, views, and shares. For example, you could get a point for each factor and that will be added to your overall score. But, we must remember all systems are different and YouTube could score everything differently to the way I explained above.
No matter what way we explain the scoring, you will still receive a good score for highly disliked content. Bad publicity as they is good publicity, grab it with both hands and embrace the negativity.

Most of the time people who spread this negativity are of a younger age and they don’t know any better, which isn’t an excuse for their actions, but we must remember that it is an attempt at getting attention from you. It is likely that they are a young child seeking attention, but it comes out as aggression because they don’t get any attention from their home setting. Or, they are someone who is struggling with aspects of their life and again, it comes out as aggression and not anything rational.

There is no way to end this problem 100%, but do we really want to cut this problem? Bad publicity is the cornerstone to success these days and it can open doors for you; that’s what we all strive for, embrace it.

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Companionship

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Anxiety Diary
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It has been some time since the last podcast; two years and one month to be exact. Marc gives you a brief update and talks about how getting a companion can change your anxiety dramatically.

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